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Shallow Faith



Loneliness consumes with a ravenous appetite

The grave is settled and cold

The landscape is barren and dry

All has been burned to ashes

Forgive me Lord for my shallow faith

“I do believe, but help me overcome my unbelief!”

For You delight in making all things new

I surrender my doubts and fears

I give You my ashes

I trust You for beauty

My eyes are fixed on You

Deliver me Lord

For You are Faithful

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