Practicing HIS Truths over my feelings

There are these days...hellish type days, when you physically feel the weight of the attacks that are mounting against you and your family.  Days when you can sense the spiritual war waging around you and for you and for your kids. Read Ephesians 6:12 Days when a simple task turns into four wasted hours.  When you know that you have a very limited amount of time without kids to accomplish an impossible list, yet roadblocks fill your path no matter how hard you have tried to ready the day.  The tasks demand completion, so you press on feeling as if you have accomplished nothing before returning to the chaos of small blessings.  Days when you think deeply on the counselors' insight that you might be terrified to walk into the "dark room".  You are deathly afraid of this place because you simply don't know what you will find in there, it cannot be managed.  You are not sure if you will find HIM there, or if you will be faced with too much bitterness, pain, grief, d

I have not written in a long time because much of the time I feel wholly unqualified to write and speak, when I have so many looming questions myself.  Yet tonight, I know that if I do not write, I will be walking in disobedience to The Lord.  HE has given me a message and confirmed the contents on numerous occasions and so I must speak.  Often I feel like I could speak the prophet Jeremiah's words: "But if I say, 'I will not remember Him Or speak anymore in His name,' Then in my heart it becomes like a burning fire Shut up in my bones; And I am weary of holding it in, And I cannot endure it." (Jeremiah 20:9 NASB) So, with this fire burning in my heart, I speak in obedience to God and pray that someone out there is moved to salvation through HIS Words. A week ago I received this text from a dear friend: "think of this-you GET IT.  you get the point of this life-to know and understand Christ and His love for you.  SO MANY people don't and wont